Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Crowd Pleaser

I read an article today, that I then shared on my Facebook page, all about being an introvert. For years, I never wanted to be considered an introvert. Introverts were loners, quiet and shy people that never had friends, and who doesn’t want friends? Extroverts seemed to have the most fun, so I decided I would be one. But, that's not really how it works.

That article was so spot on it was humorous. Each item, 23 in all, detailed things that represent me so well, I really did LOL at one point. Yes, I just used LOL to make a point. The truth is, once I accepted that I am in fact in introvert, it became easier to live. I stopped apologizing, whether out loud or in my head, for wanting to go home and take a breather after being out of the house too long. I actually enjoy the times I spend hibernating after a crazy week, regardless if it's a good or bad week. The sheer amount of energy it takes to concentrate in a world full of thousands of distractions and stimulations is exhausting, and I love coming home and having those moments of deep relief.

Now, that isn’t to say that I want to be alone the rest of my life, but having that recharge time is crucial. For example, I love events. I love planning them, organizing them, getting the problems solved and then watching the whole thing come together with any number of attendees and seeing how much fun people have. But after it’s over, and the clean up has happened and everyone has said their goodbyes, the only thing on my mind is getting home as fast as possible, putting pajama pants on and sitting on the couch doing absolutely nothing. I might even stare at the fireplace or the TV, with nothing playing. Eventually the multi-tasker in me will put a movie on or find another activity to do, but it’s in the comfort of home, without answering to anyone else for something, and getting that recharge time where my brain chooses how interactive to be. Once the inner monologue starts back up I know I’m good to go for another day.

Plus, being an introvert means that you can constantly surprise people more often. An unexpected moment of spontaneity from an introvert is always a good crowd pleaser. 


So, what are you, and have you accepted what you are?

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